God, you answered me! Praise to You, Almighty!

May I ask for deliverance towards my finance situation?

Meanwhile, I shall live life as simple as possible. Amen!

twists of situations

God are you guiding me to help with my job situation? I pray hard you are!!!

please help

God, I have sinned. This is the worst time I have gone through in my life n I seek your deliverance n help. Work is in jeopardy n new job is (again) so unstable. I hurt my daughter when she refused to learn her spelling. Please forgive me. Conversation with my uncle was not encouraging at all. And now I have to work out a business plan n meet my new boss... God, please be there for me. I have sinned but I look upon you for salvation. Please help. Amen

13 june grouchy day

Late for work Sharon started bugging Linkedin Cleaner Coke Vitaminwater Print deck for Angela Home early Watched hp7, source code, Pray for strength, Scott to be more helpful, MediaCorp opportunity plus signing incentive

8, 9, 10, 11, 12 june

Been very busy... Can't remember much of the events. Highlights: Wed sick leave MJ met Brian Met Clifton Neu media deck ready Deck for Clifton ready Went through HR review with team Team wip done Went home early after work Settled most banks Watched oops Asia drama, don feel good Attended satc Helped on sat pm for the drama Got times with dear dear Love my daughters Prayer for jacelyn's birthday Family n friends Missed Maydianne, alyce n Josephine

7 june 2011 walton

Took 131 Dropped form at Walton walked back office Campaign wip calls Review call Met Angela n clifton Saw guy quarrel with young mum n baby Prayer for Love, family n friends Job offer pray it's good package, God decides Feel much relieved, not so stress Prayers to man with lump N uncle with amputated leg Carelyn Edna Leong SIL Joanna m family Viji One hope

6 june 2011

Rushed wip report Can't remember much Sort out printer Prep IOs to scan Bills settlement Prep MediaCorp ppt Prayers for love, family n friends

love of god 5 june 2011

Satc church One hope yesterday Good n fulfilling dinner Played Lotr Played words with wife n kyra Watch the girls play among themselves n share a packet of seaweed Jimmy brought prospect to view the house Watched the ritual by Anthony Hopkins Faith n believe in God, mental n attitude strength in man- that is the way with life going forward. Prayers for love, family n friends: To jai n family May he get his new job, a flat rental, and reconcile with his family.

4 june 2011

Fri n sat Busy day- group wip, htc prop, collect printer Starcom mtgs Snake n leader with the girls LOTR game play Resisted going to church on the excuse of tummy ache Hungry

friend's success, my envy

When times are good (for me), I am happy for my friend's success. But when I am down, I envy. It turns into jealousy... N then hatred...

Protect me

Lord Jesus, maximize my happy moments and minimize my painful moments. Amen.

god's love shown in movies

Ultimate gift Greedy Legendary Blind side

i pray for light

Just watched legendary, about a boy who learnt wrestling n try to reach out to his elder brother who blamed himself for their father's death. Their mother also blamed the elder brother. The boy through grace n hard won both hearts over n reconciled whole family.

talk vs feel

Talk n you understand. Feel n you will feel the pain. What I went through, no one can take it! Tell n people will empathize but none will feel my mental pain. If not for God n my wife's love, I would have gone mad or die in hell...

work...

I prayed so hard to God that when my boss is here, he will not fire me... He din. But not sure what is his take of me. I feel redundant even when Sharon is performing well. God, please touch my heart with your mercy.

in the house of the Lord

Yet I feel depressed, worries seem endless... Income tax submission, car surrender, work matters: clients n boss demands, debts issues. Never find life so suffering before... God forgive me but I hate living. If not for my wife n children, I would have committed suicide n burn in hell! At this moment, hell seems a better place than the sufferings on earth. God, please help me. I have no strength by myself. Help me Lord!

dark times ahead

I had plenty, now I have none. Only reliance on God.

dark are my thoughts

So sorry... Many thoughts ran thru my mind, I wanted leave early but spent 20 mins trying to switch off aircon... Then thought of sitting in n letting go of car got me... Then I can't afford to pay for the family for kfc... How dark can my thoughts be... I pray n pray.. And again we closed some good deals today. How dramatic... Depress then happy then dark... I Pray.