god's love shown in movies

Ultimate gift Greedy Legendary Blind side

i pray for light

Just watched legendary, about a boy who learnt wrestling n try to reach out to his elder brother who blamed himself for their father's death. Their mother also blamed the elder brother. The boy through grace n hard won both hearts over n reconciled whole family.

talk vs feel

Talk n you understand. Feel n you will feel the pain. What I went through, no one can take it! Tell n people will empathize but none will feel my mental pain. If not for God n my wife's love, I would have gone mad or die in hell...

work...

I prayed so hard to God that when my boss is here, he will not fire me... He din. But not sure what is his take of me. I feel redundant even when Sharon is performing well. God, please touch my heart with your mercy.

in the house of the Lord

Yet I feel depressed, worries seem endless... Income tax submission, car surrender, work matters: clients n boss demands, debts issues. Never find life so suffering before... God forgive me but I hate living. If not for my wife n children, I would have committed suicide n burn in hell! At this moment, hell seems a better place than the sufferings on earth. God, please help me. I have no strength by myself. Help me Lord!

dark times ahead

I had plenty, now I have none. Only reliance on God.

dark are my thoughts

So sorry... Many thoughts ran thru my mind, I wanted leave early but spent 20 mins trying to switch off aircon... Then thought of sitting in n letting go of car got me... Then I can't afford to pay for the family for kfc... How dark can my thoughts be... I pray n pray.. And again we closed some good deals today. How dramatic... Depress then happy then dark... I Pray.