in the house of the Lord

Yet I feel depressed, worries seem endless... Income tax submission, car surrender, work matters: clients n boss demands, debts issues. Never find life so suffering before... God forgive me but I hate living. If not for my wife n children, I would have committed suicide n burn in hell! At this moment, hell seems a better place than the sufferings on earth. God, please help me. I have no strength by myself. Help me Lord!