service before going back to work

Tragic week with wife knowing my deepest sin, part of me doesn't want her to know. Part of me told me this is inevitable.

Hurt her so bad, scary part is I feel no remorse and no sense to be apologetic to her.

Been suppressed n rebellious for too long since rock bottom, part of me says let go but part of me says cherish.

Let go: new life, independent of commitment n obligations.

Cherish: face the music n suffer the consequences. Repent.

Which is which, maybe church today can address it. Amen.

1. Longer life before the flood.
2. There were no 4 seasons
3. Inok walk with God, methusala (longest living man before judgement day)
4. All of US have sin tainted blood
5. Love one another as I have love you
6. We are alive and remain alive
7. Live till 120
8. Psalm 90:10 children in wilderness under judgement
9. With long will I satisfy him
10. Sense of god's anger shortens our lives
11. Isaiah 54: God's sworn that he will not be angry with us
12. I am loved that's why I love greatly
13. 1 peter 5:8 the devil goes about like a roaring lion
14. Proverbs 19:12 God's wrath like roaring lion, his favor is like dew on the grass
15. Smile always to your children
16. firm without anger
17. God is just God is righteous
18. Those who are saved can sin here n there but not as a lifestyle
19. Mark 3:1-6 heal on Sabbath? Claims of God but no love. Jesus only anger in bible.
20. Spirit of jealousy
21. Let only words of grace comes out of your mouth
22. Don't divorce, cut off the anger
23. Show joy despite anger
24. Stop being religious, get real
25. Luke 9:51-56